Friday, July 29, 2005

Mushy Mushy

Probably another short post, but let me tell you, I think that this is the absolute happiest I have ever been in my whole life. I always knew that I didn't need a husband or baby to feel like a complete person or to be ok with who I am. But the fact that I have been blessed with most makes me want burst with love. This is the craziest damned thing. I look at her little face and can't believe that she is mine. I see Davey holding her and taking care of us and I just get filled with a type of peace I didn't know existed. This is where it's at and what it's all about. I always thought it was about me and my freedom and not being tied down and doing what I want when I want all the time. I was wrong.

3 Comments:

Blogger Adam's Mom said...

Your post made me cry (must be pregnancy hormones!) I just can't wait to experience this for myself! Thank you for being so real and honest!

Sincerely,
Sheri
EDD Christmas Day 2005
148 more days!

9:58 PM  
Blogger Mama M said...

Very beautifully said. Congrats again. Such a happy, blissful time...enjoy every moment. I have no idea where the last 14 months went, but I can vividly recall the sounds, smells and emotions during those first few days after giving birth. I felt the same way you did. Congrats!

11:33 PM  
Anonymous Nuwanda said...

Wow, you really sound like a mom. They always told you this would change everything, but you can't possibly know what that means until you look into the eyes of your child and realize that THIS is what it's all about.
Goldie is beautiful! Keep posting pics (as if you have nothing else to do...hahahaha!)

6:09 AM  

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