Wednesday, July 06, 2005

Stress

So I am stuck home pretty much all of the time trying to entertain myself so I should be stress-free right? WRONG. I am so freaked out about my job that I crumble and start to contract every time I think about it. Since I wasn't supposed to go on leave for another month, nothing was ready when I got put on leave last week. My boss, while I believe he is a good person underneath, believes in supervision by terror. All of my co-workers and I were put on a 12 month probation when they gave us a raise and were due for our 3-month review last week. Everyone said that they were ripped new assholes and that it was just awful. Since the jefe always tells me i am the worst of the bunch, I can only imagine what awaits me when I finally get back to work.


That said, I have been sneaking into work (um, I am supposed to be in BED) for an hour at a time trying to get things in order and thus prevent further problems when other people are trying to fill in. I can't believe it....my BABY's HEALTH may be in jeapordy, and I can't stop stressing about my job. Please send prayers and good thoughts, I just need to let it go. Sorry for the rant.

4 Comments:

Blogger Rae said...

And I think I'm bad by checking my work email from home... Tsk Tsk! :) It's hard to escape isn't it?

7:12 PM  
Anonymous Heather said...

this is such a great idea... to do something like this... i tried to get my sister who is pregnant to start up a blog talking about her experiences but she thought it was lame...

i definitially will do it when i get pregnant

7:45 PM  
Blogger DesertJade said...

I know it may be hard, but don't think about work! The important thing now is the health of you and your baby. The future of your job may be uncertain, but the thing you can count on is that you are going to be a wonderful mom! Things always have a way of working themselves out, and it will all be fine. Enjoy this time for yourself, and relax! Don't stress, you are exactly where you need to be.

2:34 PM  
Blogger New Mom said...

Forget about work - at least for the moment. You need to rest and that's what you should be doing. Take it easy.

11:51 PM  

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