Nothing to See Here
Sorry kids, nothing entertaining here today.....just bitching about stuff that is not very interesting.
My hormones are officially kicking my ass. Those of you who are daily readers may have noticed a certain undertone of, hmm, how to say this politely....lets just call it The Complaining ohmygodmakeitstop. It started with the acne, moved on to the insane lonliness, wearing socks with flip flops and has climaxed (that I say with a LARGE spoonful of irony considering the hormonal situation) with two days that I can only describe as me having The Crazy with a touch of The Irrational. I am at a loss here. I thought I had dodged the PPD bullet with the exception of a two day crying jag a week after Roob was born, which to be fair, she was crying too so it wasn't like it was that weird.
Yesterday I just felt a cloud of yuck move in. It scared the shit out of me. I warily faced today and thought that things were going ok until I was driving home from a playdate at my sister's house and found traffic backed up as far as I could see and so it was obvious I would have to take another way and I just went nutso crazy. My cope-er was completely broken simply because I WAS SUPPOSED TO TAKE TUALATIN-SHERWOOD ROAD HOME BECAUSE THAT IS THE WAY I ALWAYS GO. So I did what any crazy person would do, I flipped a u-turn and wailed like someone had kidnapped my children for the next hour until I got home.
I am feeling like it is passing now and Thank God for amazing friends who will listen to my bullshit, but seriously, WTF? Also? Don't worry too much because I truly will be fine. I just needed to write about it so I could get it out and move on.
My hormones are officially kicking my ass. Those of you who are daily readers may have noticed a certain undertone of, hmm, how to say this politely....lets just call it The Complaining ohmygodmakeitstop. It started with the acne, moved on to the insane lonliness, wearing socks with flip flops and has climaxed (that I say with a LARGE spoonful of irony considering the hormonal situation) with two days that I can only describe as me having The Crazy with a touch of The Irrational. I am at a loss here. I thought I had dodged the PPD bullet with the exception of a two day crying jag a week after Roob was born, which to be fair, she was crying too so it wasn't like it was that weird.
Yesterday I just felt a cloud of yuck move in. It scared the shit out of me. I warily faced today and thought that things were going ok until I was driving home from a playdate at my sister's house and found traffic backed up as far as I could see and so it was obvious I would have to take another way and I just went nutso crazy. My cope-er was completely broken simply because I WAS SUPPOSED TO TAKE TUALATIN-SHERWOOD ROAD HOME BECAUSE THAT IS THE WAY I ALWAYS GO. So I did what any crazy person would do, I flipped a u-turn and wailed like someone had kidnapped my children for the next hour until I got home.
I am feeling like it is passing now and Thank God for amazing friends who will listen to my bullshit, but seriously, WTF? Also? Don't worry too much because I truly will be fine. I just needed to write about it so I could get it out and move on.
posted by Kirsten at
9:17 PM
6 Comments:
good vibes...your way.
Poor Kirsten, what can I do to help?
Thanks guys,don't worry too much, I am going to be just fine. I won't eat the babies or anything. Promise.
I prescribe the following:
1) Eat Chocolate
2) Yell at Husband
Works every time...
Traffic can do that to anyone sugar...it takes baby steps to get outta a funk. You'll be ok...cry all day if you need to its so cleansing although I always suffer from a nasty headache after ;-) I LOVE YOU...you have lots of support out there :-) Dev
It does feel good to just get it out there and say it. I've been dealing with the extreme fun that the depo-provera shot bestows upon it's recipients. I alternate between loving the world and hating everyone in it.
*sigh*
*hugs*
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