Foolishness

I am sitting here wondering to myself at what point in the evening last night at my birthday party did I decide it would be a good idea to stay up all night with my girlfriends drinking when I knew I had a 10 lb time bomb of cuteness who would need my love and affection like an hour after I went to bed? I am a fool....A FOOL I tell you. I am shaking my fists at the delicious leftover cake and vanilla vodka for blinding me with their luciousness and allowing me to talk "just a little longer".

I will say that the most positive thing of all is that this has been my first non-pregnant social event and I didn't smoke. not even a puff. I didn't even want to. This is a freaking miracle! Usually I could not be trusted within a 50 mile radius of a pack of marlboro lights without foaming at the mouth, but now I dont' even care. Thanks Goldita for making me a healthier person......